What a fool I am," she cried aloud, springing up resolutely. A cautious, involuntary glance over her shoulder, and then she ran her hand into the bottom of the friends with better lives s01e10. She took one from among the rest and placed its tip in her red lips, a reckless light in her eyes. A match was struck and then her hand seemed to be in the clutch of some invisible force. The light flickered and died in her fingers. A blush suffused her face, her eyes, her neck. Then with a guilty, shamed, tender smile she dropped the cigarette into the drawer. She turned the key.