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They were alternately a mystery and a repulsion to her. Helbeck smilingly told her that she i cant be new no worse than the mass of English people. She inquired if Mr. Williams were yet "a full Jesuit. He has taken his first vows. After that they will make him teach somewhere. She coloured, laughed-and half without intending it repeated some of the caustic things she had heard occasionally from her father or his friends as to the learning of Jesuits.